tough decisions

Over the past few weeks life has been filled with many new experiences. I am learning about being a "local" church pastor, one headed for credentials. My life has been filled with many trying and testing moments. I am learning what it looks like to stand on my own 2 feet. How to trust my own instincts and my ability to hear the voice of God. It is sometimes hard to hear it for yourself, let alone for the others who sit beneath me... my prayers are beginning to change as I attempt to be what He is calling me to be as He is calling me to lead.